Bilemiyorum

Not:

Bir meçhul âleme giderken dünya belki bir gerçeğiz belki de rüya, seni buldum ya seni buldum ya olsan da hem gerçek hem rüya, aşk mıdır bu bilemiyorum sevdim ama diyemiyorum sanki sensiz yaşamıyorum sensiz olamıyorum

English Translation:

After a long time,
I am writing in Turkish for the first time.
It hurts but I don't know how to put it in writing
I even know a little Turkish
wait and read
but why wait
I do not know anything
But I can't say go
I want to talk to you
But I don't know how to tell you
I liked you
I don't know how to open without being judged
When my mind keeps running in circles
And I don't know how to relax when my heart skips beat
I love you unconditionally with all my heart
Even though I never said it, I don't know why
Years ago And if you didn't know, now you know
I'm sick of you
i adore
i loved it and i loved it so much
I Didn't Know How
Maybe You Are My Lord's Blessing To Me?
I don't know why I loved you so much
I love you with all my heart and I know that everything will never happen
Change unconditionally
you might have thought of you but
your heart didn't take it, that's how I loved it
Only my eyes are on the road for you
How beautiful it is to love you from such a distance
I don't know if this is love
I like it but I can't say
Why couldn't I say I love you?
I do not know
It's like I don't live without you
I can not be without you

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Raja Muhammad Mustansar Javaid

Raja Muhammad Mustansar Javaid

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Writer | network engineer | Traveler | Biker | Polyglot. I’m so deep even the ocean gets jealous